ystd went jln raye with my klzmates xcpt 4 huda and wan..

bear was the first to reach my hs at 3 exactly..

she layan chico's karenah..

and chico berkenan sungguh dgn bear..

den the rest came and bear had to be the penyambut tamu as i was feeding fafal..

thanks bear..

den had to wait for my sis to come home b4 i go out as there's no one to take care of the kids..

den angah came home..

Chico followed us as he just dun wanna be seperated from his kakak bear..

went to Azza's hs..

Chico banged the door so hard that i could hear it from the toilet..

i apologised to Azza's mum for Chico's kenakalan..

den went to Yana's hs..

Ate Roti Boyan and it was so lembut..

i lyke..

Chico oso lyke..

so the berselera tgk Chico mkn..

and bear layan him just like a mother layan her son..

a gazillion thanks to bear for jagakan Chico for me..

den proceed to nurul's hm..

saw the baybee..

so lebat the hair..

den went to nan's hs..

ate pizza..

den Chico was already sleepy..

so called abah to fetch us..

in the taxi, chico muntah coz he cried..

he wants his kakak(s)..

den today was supposed to go to bear's open hs..

BUT..

Abah and all of my family member went to kenduri arwah bapak abg Yazid dah 40 hari meninggal..

den mum got a sore throat and mata tembel plus her not feeling well..

i just couldn't leave her alone at home ryte..??

so told bear i couldn't come..

felt terrible since she layan chico the most..

nvm.. i blanja u whatever u want on monday yea..??

den mum talked to me abt when she's gone and biler dia kata jer.. Nanti kalo mak dah takde..

tears started to flow immediately..

i'm just too sentimental fool..

i love my mum and dad..

who doesn't right..??

saper tak sayang mak bapak diorg memang anak yg tak kenang jasa betul..

anak durhaka.. (benci sangat anak yg durhaka pat ibu bapa diorg)

i noe pple have to die someday but..

i'm not ready yet and i'll never be ready to accept the fact that my mum's going one day..

tapi..

ajal maut di tangan tuhan..

i dun wanna write abt this animore..

it just makes me cry again..

den mum ask a very surprising question..

Liza how old r u..??

I told her going to 19..

she said.. Mak ingat ko 17..

Ya allah..

just imagine..

ur own mum dunnoe her daughter's age..

how shocking..

i was like mak ingat liza nie budak kecik lagi ke..??

Liza nxt year dah 20 tahun..

mak dah kenapa..??

kiut lah mak nie..

Den she said ko tau tak mak 19 tahun dah tunang and dah nikah ngan bapak ko..

den i say..

Kalo liza ada matair takpe kan..??

Den my mum say kalo nak matair cari yg keje bagus bukan budak taik hidung masin nye..

tapi.. skrg ko capai cita2 ko dulu..

paling penting.. amik lesen kreta.. bli kreta..

lepas tu dpt keje bagus cari mat yg keje bagus2 keje pilot ke lawyer ke..

i was like 0_0"

r u kidding me..??

hw the hell am i going to get a bf yg keje gitu..??

at least kalo mak aku kata cari mat yg ader keje bagus boleh support family or sumthing lyke tt boleh jugak..

tapi.. mak aku nak yg kencang2 tak moh kalah makcik yg crita "ibu mertuaku" tu..

ingat anak dier nie aper..

haiz.. no komen aku mak aku nie..

den i change the topic and ask her abt our family history again..

i just can't remember who's who and who are they to me and things like that..

the pix later i upload coz now got pple coming to my hs and i gotta get everything ready by myself as my mum is sick..

blardy pple just dtg without informing and i gotta rush..

takpe.. raya punya pasal i will tolerate..

oh ya.. i will cut my hair soon..

Krazie_Baybee