haiyohh..

i'm feeling at my worst ryte now..

haiyohh..

dun wanna tok abt it..

...


ystday had my presentation done and i submitted my frontpage on the wednesday..

last minute jugak buat..

standard..

sasha lah katakan..

kalo tak last minute bukan sasha namanye..

hehe..

but..

i really do feel that i'm good at IT related stuff sia..

no one teach me Frontpage and when Mdm Seet taught Frontpage, I wasn't in school..

thus i missed the lessons..

but i can still manage to create the website..

with just a pertunjuk dari Nurul abt the submit and reset buttons for the form..

thanks Nurul..

lerb ya many many..

den..

yesterday was Jerome and Hilmi's last day of work..

gonna miss them alot alot lahh..

i miss disturbing Hilmi and calling him T3's poster boy..

i miss saying that Tora is soo cute..

Tora is Cik Nor's nickname for Jerome..

cute kann..??

den today is my Chio Bu's last day of work..

i'll miss herr..

den also Chee Sen went to Sydney on the A380 Airbus..

he bringing his parents for a holiday before he start school ovr there..

so sweet kan dier..??

and..

can u believe it that he's only 23..??

he don't look 23 lahh for god's sake..

so awet muda lahh laling aku nie..

send him off at the A2 gate..

luckily i was deployed at T3 Airside (transit) and i was the IC so get to send hym off..

all the supervisors working that day send hym off too..

we all hugged hym before he left..

see how much love the pple in airport guide have for hym..??

den today is also Farhan's last day..

in the van,he berjiwang wif me..

we listen to jiwang songs in his phone..

at first it was izinkan ku pergi and den it was one last..

but i listen halfway coz he have to get off..

so the touching sak lagu2 dier..

haiyohh..

den i realised that i promised Jun Hao i go work tml..

but..

i planned to cabot so that i can go out wif my darling Mak and SuSu and Cik Nor..

Shoot..

how can lyk tt one..??

so the confusing i tell u..

I'm so confused..

shud i or shud i not..??

i think..

i dunnoe..

haiyohh..

life is being difficult to me..

dun worry i'm fine..

i'll manage..

i'm always getting hurt over and over again..

ouchh..

blardy hell..

Farhan got me hooked on to One Last by Taufik Batisah..

So Confused - Raghav

Oh baby...
Ooh...

Well I know we just met yesterday
But things feel oh so right
'Cause you always know just what to say
Or what is on my mind
Well I feel I'll need a special way to ask you to be mine
But I don't know when's the perfect day
What's the perfect time

Babe you leave me confused
Don't know if I should let you know
Or wait it out girl boy
Wish I knew just what to do
I'm so confused

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girl boy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy

Well I know that it maybe too soon
To know just what you'd like
But I wanna know what you've been through
What you want from life
It's so real the way I feel
So true
It's been so hard to find
Wanna know how you feel for me to
So I'll make up my mind

Babe you leave me confused
Don't know if I should let you know
Or wait it out girl boy
Wish I knew just what to do
I'm so confused

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girlboy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy

Well someone once told me
That you'll end up lonely
Don't let love ever pass you by
'Cause I've seen it happen to
People that matter to me
With my very own eyes
Maybe they were mistaken
And I should be waiting
For you to show me a sign
Or should I just let you know
That if I let you go
I'd wonder the rest of my life

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girl boy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girl boy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy



One Last - Taufik Batisah

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus:
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go


Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go


We both know
It's better if we just let it go
















P/S: I MISS YOU.

Krazie_Baybee