Today created a new name that starts with T for Bear..

Tissue..

y tissue..??

because she absorbs all the good and the bad.. yada yada.. malas aku nak explain..

oh and tisu made me laf lyke hell at JP..

First it was the tisu thingy..

den it was the kasut thingy..

every thing she does made me laugh..

dunnoe why i'm easily amused by everyone today..

even ah pek made me laugh..

Krazie_Baybee

actually i wrote this on the 26th of november 2007, Monday at 10pm..

Just now went to take pix from kak nor..

saw submarine for a while..

den went with bear and nana to wdlnds library to study PR..

semangat ko..

aku tau..

den nana went hm first..

den bear and me proceed to buy stuffs at cozwei pt..

den biler turun dari level two nak gi level 1 I saw my submarine again..

yoohoo!! I lyke..

den he was behind us while going down the escalator to go to B1..

not THE B1 but level B1 lah..

stop it ah sha..

case closed..

dden I was smiling all the time and bear was sial lah sha I didn’t know u r so the mentel larr..

I was smiling all the time..

and I think I’m going to school with a very stoopid grin on my face..

oh yea..

I went to DHARMASAKTI and it was a blast..!!

had lotsa fun but nurul spoiled my fun by kacau-ing me and asking me if I gave her number to some guy...

wahai cik nurul oi..

biler lah masa aku nak kasi no ko sembarangan jer..

mesti aku Tanya ko dulu per boleh tak aku pass no ko..

and I dun know anyone else with the name Wan xcept for our klass Wan..

oh kak mieza performed at the concert and I didn’t even tell her I was there but when I called her, dia macam tau jer aku pat sana den she met me after her performance and den actually I wanted to amik gambar ngan dier but then after the concert I called her and she was already at yio chu kang..

den met pak zubir..

he at first was tegur by my bro in law but he tak cam but when he sees me he was lyke oh! Liza rupanya..

den got to know that my bro in law has many connections..

first dgn the gambus player, Azrin or sumthing lyke tt, is his jiran lamer..

den the percussionist, yaziz is his friend, and den Dzul Rabull Jalil’s bro is his friend..

sungguh kecil dunia ini aku tau..

from that concert I love the song, Zafar, its so the emotional and when hear tt song it stirs up this feeling..

I can’t explain but it really touches me deep inside..

bought Alhafiz Dharma album just for that song..

mind it..

and I wore an outfit and I think it makes me look lyke dunnoe wad..

den talked to Syamil and asked him y didn’t he perform..

missed his singing den he sae smlm dah perform so nyari rest..

too cute kan..

hehe..

den chico was cute..

he slept halfway through the concer but when the concert ends he woke up and started dancing..

aper lagi terbahak bahak siot aku ketawa..

tak leh angkat siot..

aper kes chico..??

dah kena rasuk ke lepas dgr lagu rasuk since it was the last song before it ends..

Yellow submarine.. yellow submarine..

I gotta find the lyrics and the song..

kintel u help me will u..??

thanks darling..

lerb ya..

oh ya..

was supposed to find something for someone but ended up buying something for bear..

suka bear..??

oh and nurul was funny today..

Bear was asking how to change the case to me..

ok lets re-enactment..

Bear: Sha, how do u change the case..??
Me: go to format, change case..
Bear: aper kes..??
Me: (laughs)
Nurul: betul lah upper case
Bear, nana and me started laughing
Nurul: Eh ko page brape ah..??
At that point of time, nana, bear and me could not stop laughing..

Nurul u r such a doll.. made my day by making me laugh.. I love those who make me laugh..

everyone just make me laugh and I will be very happy..

Tido tersenyum lah nampak nya aku nyari..

oh btw I can’t seem to concentrate on my PR so I think I’m going to fail but wad the fish..

who cares anyways..??

ask me why I can’t concentrate..

its all because of submarine..!!

and I do miss Fasha badly..

oh and most importantly..

CUZZIE!! I MISS U..!!

I have lots of things to talk to u lah..

and I’m starting to miss the teddy bear song..

lets sing together..

Teddy bear.. teddy bear.. running here and running there.. teddy bear..

Krazie_Baybee

For the first time i read a newspaper on Saturday, 17 Nov '07 and i found something that caught my eye..

it sounds so similar to me.. and i feel that what she said makes sense..

go figure..

i read this column sexless in the city by simone heng and the title attracts my attention..

I'm ready to go solo till i meet mr right

i started writing this column in April 2006 and it has always been something more than "sex".

it is the search for a person who "ticks all the boxes" and transcends the sea of chance meetings and dates which i seem to go on.

But after two years of searching, i forgot why i was even looking in the first place.

In the wild race for a mate, i actually became quite independent.

i learned how to cheer myself up and how to carry myself at all sorts of events without a partner!

So the other night when i took a guy i had been dating to a BBQ, i asked myself: why did you take him along?

you are not even speaking to the poor bloke because you are busy meeting new people and catching up with old friends while he is just sitting there under the patio eating steaks!

The thought of holding a guy's hand in public is scary for me.

i found myself standing 2 metres from this dude, almost displaying my "singleness" and that's not right.

or is it?

Should i not be showing others that this person and i are a little bit "more than friends"?

Then it hit me.

I love my mobility, i love having my carefully arranged days, getting my work done on time and rewarding myself now and again with a good book and my J Lo DVD-blasting - all these are done ALONE.

Blissfully alone, i really don't need a man.

Bonus

I am perfectly happy without a partner because i finally realised (although i used to say it to myself but didn't actually believe it) that a partner is but a bonus added to a fully-developed and self-sufficient Simone Heng.

As the song goes." I don't need a man to make me feel good, i get off being free!"

In contrast, i have a girlfriend who can never be alone.

Her self-esteem is bound to a man's appreciation of her.

She goes from one man to another and the men she chooses are neither brillantly handsome nor accomplished.

Rather, they are THERE!

They are willing to country-hop for her, following her aid to her career and give her a sense of security.

When she is single, she is with many men until she lands aupon one who wants her for more than a casual affair and then she is hitched.

she cuts off all contacts with friends and she lives in a bubble with HER man!

I am not saying that this is bad, she seems perfectly happy on the outside, but it got me thinking about my own dating habits.

i have also, at times, slid into thinking security was a better option, especially in my industry where your ego takes a slam every other day, so a buffer is nice.

but comfort is not the answer to a woman's woes.

So as i look around the BBQ that night, i made a firm resolve to attend everything i can alone, to walk alone until i meet the man whose hand i cannot resist taking in mine to tell the world that we are together.

thats all..

don't u think it makes sense..??

maybe i shall follow her way..

oh yea..

ystday i wore my sis jeans and it fits!!

guess its size..

32..!!

wohoo!!

i lyke..

angah gemok and i'm losing weight..

hyuk hyuk..

jahat aku..

hehe..

i noe i am..

oh yea..

Cik Nor ku tersayang ngan the rest nak tgk Om Shanti Om..

and i want to watch it again..

becoz..

i love SRK's abs..

fuyoh..

i melted seeing his body..

just like seeing "Fasha" 's body lah seyy..

suka aku..

wadever i forgot i will update tml..

extreme case of STM i tell u..

oh..!!

most importantly..!!

today say my submarine..

bear oso saw..

she also saw me blush lyke hell..

hehe..

oh oh..

i forgot..

pics taken from Cik Nor..

Krazie_Baybee

haisey..

yesterday was a sasha's crying day..

i cried the whole day..

y..??

its all because of kenangan lalu..

i thought i was over it..

but i was not..

case close..

today..

went to ITE Simei for career fair..

found out that nana noes my primary school fren, Azhar..

yes i was a 100% angel tt tyme..

now i'm an angelic devil.. hehe..

dah upgrade..

den pat kantin..

saw my darling Aisyah, the pretty girl from SP CFP..

she's now in sport management course..

like i always say..

she's the prettier and slimmer version of me..

the last time i saw her was at Bedok Silat sumthing for the silat competition..

she was wif bestie Shahira..

den went to bear's hs..

bear lend me her belt..

thanks bear..

lerb ya loads..

save me the embarassment of asik nak tarik sluar yg asik melorot jer..

padahal aku pakai saiz 34 siot..

aisey..

mungkin aku dah lose weight sikit kotz..??

tak mungkin lah..

that's impossible..

i will never lose weight easily..

but i can gain it easily..

wad da fish..

mind it..


p/s: the last two lines was taken from OM SHANTI OM.. and i love that movie.. naz and shen i wanna watch it again..

Krazie_Baybee

well had nuthing to do so here goes..

the day before yesterday went to da moovies with rusyida, ros, bear, nana and yana..

watched the game plan and someone was very happy that day..

glad that she's happy coz i dun wanna see my friends sad u noe..

it will be a very awkward situation if it happens..

hehe..

saw kakak nor at mcd and she told me that she will bring the pic on tuesdae..

BUT

ystrday i mit her and she sae she forgot..

best kan..??

suka aku..

dah i got so many things to say but so little time..

and i like this phrase:

under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved..

so like me..

a turtle whose shell is hard but when u remove the shell the turtle is fragile and vulnerable..

tak paham..??

paham kan je lah..

;)

Krazie_Baybee

wanna wish all my indian's friends a Happy Deepavali..!

Went to my secondary school friend's hs with my secondary school mates..

they say i've lost weight but i thought the other wise coz i think they've gain weight.. muahaha..

i'm so evil..

Guess wad..

On tuesday i think..

Priya called me and invited me to her hs on thursday..

Den i absent mindedly say..

okay.. after school i come..

she was like u got school on thursday..??

den i sae oh ya! i totally forgot that thusday is Deepavali..

she said.. u nvr change.. still mad as ever.. crazy girl..

and i doubt i will nvr be sane..

den ystrday got to know that one of my sec sch fren got his driver's license that tuesdae..

and he came to Priya's hs in a car..

apa lagi.. kitorg terus serang dia.. naek kreta dia and made him our drebar..

hehe.. suka kite buli org..

den.. this week a lot of things happened..

tak terkata aku..

but..

i noe i made Bear a happy Bear..

Woohoo! Lioness is Bear's fav animal currently..

Oh and i miss my Submarine yoohoo! and ....

Kintel i noe u noe who i'm refering to right..??

gtg give medicine to Fafal..

Krazie_Baybee