The Bride NurHuda and her mak andam..
Her Twin Sister NurHidayah and Fafal..

The Bride and The Groom at the Wedding Dais.. Pretty ryte the pelamin..?? I lyke..

Krazie_Baybee

on wednesday i was late for work..

paiseyy siaa i when i go in the room den dunnoe y suddenly all laf..

den i just senyum kambing..

den get to be at t1..

aiseyy..

when i want to be at t1 they never put me..

when i dun want to be at t1 they put me there..

luckily got my ah jie..

same place summore..

we slack and talk lyke nobody's business..

but today..

i was at t1 and ah jie was at t3..

walauweyy..

got seperated from her..

but my partner Aisya was quite gila gila oso..

so can get along..

and i got a new best friend going to london..

his name is mr michael..

funny guy..

den Ahmad ask me go help him buy New Paper..

so went searching for it..

skali when going to 7-11 saw Hazzely..

he smiled and i was lyke a bear caught in a trap..

so i smile back at hym..

and tegur hym lahh..

beli kasut nampak..??

den he say yup.. my shoe buruk oreadi..

den i show hym my shoe which looks ten tymes more buruk than his..

and he just smile..

den he ask me a question..

which shoe nicer..??

the white or the green..??

i was huh..??

ohh..

err..

green..

den at last he didn't buy any coz he say the green too big and the white too ex..

den found out that 28th is his 21st birthday..

so wished hym happy birthday just before i take the transport back home..

den today oso my darling cik nor went to Genting wif her klass KM and Herliza and Ain..

den saw my darling Mak and SuSu at the t3 airside..

was so happy to see them both..

summore in their uniform..

hehe..

so cute lah they..

lyke two little penguins..

Krazie_Baybee

The Bottom Line
Organize how you're feeling -- make a list of each emotion to work through it.

In Detail
A surprise encounter with someone from your past will stir up a lot of difficult emotions today. You've got to organize these emotions if you want to get past them. Put things in perspective. Don't let your feelings get the better of you. Remember: They're just feelings. Even the bad ones (like jealousy, regret, or anger) are natural. You can't fight them. Make a list of each negative feeling as it comes over you, and before you know it, you won't be feeling them anymore.

that is what it says in my horoscope in friendster..

can i just have no feelings at all..??

y is it that people lyke me and ct always get hurt..??

tiny..

u r right..

i'm afraid of getting hurt again..

but i still do even though i say i dun want to..

sometimes i just wish that i am a cold hearted person so that i dun feel anything for anyone..

but what to do..

this is just fated..

i will keep hoping though..

hoping that someday i will get the happiness that i've been looking for..

ohh..

and everyone too..

Krazie_Baybee

sorry for not updating for lyke a looong tyme..

been too bz wif wrk and i have nuthing much to sae..

xcept i miss my T-Power and Mak and SuSu and my YEP Kecohrable Family..

my Atok, Pak eh, Smurfy, Minah Indon, CtKoz, Zu, Mira and Findi..

i do miss the SM Zoo pple too..

haiyohh..

i miss my school eye candies too..!!

i miss all the frenz i made in school..

do i miss CM..??

NO I DON'T!

well well enuf oreadi..

gonna cry soon if i don't stop nw..

blardy emotional and sensitif fool me..

abt wrk..

its fine for nw..

its just that the pay sux..

got delayed and got shortage summore..

and they cut 20% CPF contribution..

cilakek..

makin lah siket gaji aku..

wanna find a new job soon..

maybe during April..

nxt week instead of tuesday an thursday off as per normal..

i get tuesday and sunday off..

oh and that saturday went to see Smack That 360D hip hop dance competition at Anchorvale CC..

at sengkang area there..

went wif Cik Nor, Fid, Shaiful, Ee, Jannah, Fiqah and Salwa..

saw Ayis, Jojo and his frenz..

The competition starts at 6 finishes at 10..

but me, fid, cik nor and shaiful left at 9+ as we wanna go eat..

skali kedai banquet all the food finished..

so went BK and eat..

went back and reached hm at 11.30+ pm..

mcm gi keje gitu..

den watched soccer wif my dad..

actually i only temankan hym..

coz i dun even know wad the hell is going on on tv..

but if wrestling..

its a different story..

........

well.. i got hurt again and i dun wanna tok abt it..

are there still guys yg mengutamakan keimanan, bersolat, mendahulukan keluarga sebelum kawan dan tak ego..??























p/s: I dun think there is anymore of such guys left..

Krazie_Baybee

yesterday went to school..

actually the purpose is to give T-Bear her book but..

as usual..

STM me forgot to bring her book..

den Mr Chin irritate the hell of me..

from thursday noe he irritates me..

mentang2 he will not be seeing us anymore..

he shows us his other side..

the extremely lame one..

den..

went to werk..

saw sumone that made my day while otw..

hehehh..

so happy..

alas..

it is shortlived as i saw that monkey ass first thing i got up to the departure hall from the MRT escalator..

and immidiately my happiness turned to pure hatred..

den met up wif ah jie, mama, betty boop (farihana), wani and pang julina and her nephew at BK..

they all waiting for the guys ( farhan, naj, faheem, danial etc.) to have their meeting on the sentosa trip which i will not be going as i am going to Melaka..!!

i'm going on the 8, 9 and 10th March..

going home on a bus alone..

family coming home on the 11th but since i got PR xam on that day, i'm coming back a day earlier..

den while otw to t3 saw my Jun Dat..

hehe..

back to happy mood..

den today went to toa payoh to meet T-bear to give her her book which i had forgotten yesterday..

aww..

T-bear, u can still iritate Tiny wadd.. and Quek too..

u can irritate me on the day of our PR exam yea..??

and for the rest of the days till Gwen comes back..

aku takkan halang ko..

den i thought of going airport to visit Izzat coz today is his last day mahh..

but..

silly STM me forgot to bring my pass..

so tak jadi..

den went hm..

seriously speaking my STM is getting worse day by day lahh..

and just now during maghrib, Dennis called me..

ceyy macam tau jer saper call..

its his slang that distinguish hym from the rest..

hehe..

si chicken little nye matair..

abby, abby..

he asked me at first where i want to collect my pay at the airport or at the apollo ctr..

of cuz lah airport kann.. doink..

den he say that there will be a shortage in my pay..

and he will state the amount later..

fuhh la makk..

my blood go upstair i tell u after i hear that from hym..

dah lah the pay was being delayed..

now got shortage summore..

how can lyk tt..??

now i dunnoe if can buy whatever i need to buy..

haiyohh..

my entry is all over the place as usual..

mind it..

Krazie_Baybee

I HATE TT FISHING CYA GUY!!

not my darling Jun Dat but THIS ASSHOLE..

who makes me soo angry for the first tyme in years..

he is such a two faced ASSHOLE..

in front sae different..

behind sae different..

blardy fish..

Exactly at 8pm told hym tt i wanna go pray maghrib and isyak..

so i'll take a longer tyme arr..

at 8:30 ehh..

Manfield called..

Manfield: "Sazlizah where r u?"

Me: "I was at the prayer rm ahh.."

Manfield: "why so long? usually prayer only 10 mins."

Me: " I go pray maghrib and isyak together."

Manfield: "Oh. Now where r u?"

Me: "Going to my place lah."

Manfield: " Ok."




what in the world was that for..??

summore i had already informed my ic beforehand lahh..

den..

found out that the i.c was the one that called Manfield..

pala pantat ko ah sial..

i've already told hym i may take a longer tyme as i pray maghrib and isyak together..

and he say ok.

what the fish..

TWO FACE BASTARD!

summore have the cheek to sae u can do whatever u want but if get caught u handle urself..

we get caught and its all because of u lah sial..

kalo ko tak pau kitorg tak get caught..

lagipun i didn't do anything wrong perr..

i just go pray..

is THAT a wrong thing to do now..?!

nanti ko..

bila aku jadi ic ko..

jaga ko aku complain abis abisan kalo ko tak buat keje betul..

dasar lohh..

i'm soo frigging madd at hym lahh..

make my blood go upstair u noe..

FYI

i prefer my darling Nick and Jun Hao as my ic better than THIS ASSHOLE.






blardy muthafarker.

Krazie_Baybee

today went to werk as usual..

den wen go in to t2 transit i got the shock of my lyfe..

my one hell of a crazy sister, Rafidah, was at skytrain F..

had soo much fun working todayy..

spent my time with her..


talking about anything and everything..

love her to bits and pieces..

and when she was with me, i had so much fun that i didn't even realised the time..

den she went off at 10+..

den i started on my revision for PR..

Last Exam and then i will be free from school..

gonna miss school and all my eye candies in school..

gonna miss the canteen where i spent most of my time in..

gonna miss the crispy hotdog and the ice milo..

gonna miss all the makciks and the one and only atok who always sae "ye sayang nak beli aper..??" and the aunty who knows that i wanted ice milo even before i can say it..

haiyohh..

reminisence(sp?) of school..

makes me feel so EMO_SHIT sia..

what the fish..

today nareen say i walk lyke nak carik gaduh and den say something lyke "someone ysterday cry because her boyfriend go off" or sumthing lyke tt when i sign in for work..

i was lyke huh..???

hu the heck cry sia..

i didn't even shed a tear..

and how come i don't know that i have a boyfriend..??

funny or whut..??

oohhh..

i totally forgot..

yesterday Jun Hao blanja BK..

nie dah masuk dua kali dia blanja..

thanks ehh..

sayang u many many..

hehe..

den when going home tyme, Ahmad and Jun Hao cheated my feelings sia..

they say they quitting but they are not..

blardy fish..

oohh..

and i just love Cik Ramlah's shawl..

its in red, my favourite colour..!!

















sometymes it is best not to harbour 99.99% of ur feelings to that person.. it will just get u hurt even more deeper..

a wounded heart never heals completely..

there are the bitter and the sweetness in lyfe..

i have enuf of the bitterness..

can i have the sweetness in lyfe now..??

Krazie_Baybee

haiyohh..

i'm feeling at my worst ryte now..

haiyohh..

dun wanna tok abt it..

...


ystday had my presentation done and i submitted my frontpage on the wednesday..

last minute jugak buat..

standard..

sasha lah katakan..

kalo tak last minute bukan sasha namanye..

hehe..

but..

i really do feel that i'm good at IT related stuff sia..

no one teach me Frontpage and when Mdm Seet taught Frontpage, I wasn't in school..

thus i missed the lessons..

but i can still manage to create the website..

with just a pertunjuk dari Nurul abt the submit and reset buttons for the form..

thanks Nurul..

lerb ya many many..

den..

yesterday was Jerome and Hilmi's last day of work..

gonna miss them alot alot lahh..

i miss disturbing Hilmi and calling him T3's poster boy..

i miss saying that Tora is soo cute..

Tora is Cik Nor's nickname for Jerome..

cute kann..??

den today is my Chio Bu's last day of work..

i'll miss herr..

den also Chee Sen went to Sydney on the A380 Airbus..

he bringing his parents for a holiday before he start school ovr there..

so sweet kan dier..??

and..

can u believe it that he's only 23..??

he don't look 23 lahh for god's sake..

so awet muda lahh laling aku nie..

send him off at the A2 gate..

luckily i was deployed at T3 Airside (transit) and i was the IC so get to send hym off..

all the supervisors working that day send hym off too..

we all hugged hym before he left..

see how much love the pple in airport guide have for hym..??

den today is also Farhan's last day..

in the van,he berjiwang wif me..

we listen to jiwang songs in his phone..

at first it was izinkan ku pergi and den it was one last..

but i listen halfway coz he have to get off..

so the touching sak lagu2 dier..

haiyohh..

den i realised that i promised Jun Hao i go work tml..

but..

i planned to cabot so that i can go out wif my darling Mak and SuSu and Cik Nor..

Shoot..

how can lyk tt one..??

so the confusing i tell u..

I'm so confused..

shud i or shud i not..??

i think..

i dunnoe..

haiyohh..

life is being difficult to me..

dun worry i'm fine..

i'll manage..

i'm always getting hurt over and over again..

ouchh..

blardy hell..

Farhan got me hooked on to One Last by Taufik Batisah..

So Confused - Raghav

Oh baby...
Ooh...

Well I know we just met yesterday
But things feel oh so right
'Cause you always know just what to say
Or what is on my mind
Well I feel I'll need a special way to ask you to be mine
But I don't know when's the perfect day
What's the perfect time

Babe you leave me confused
Don't know if I should let you know
Or wait it out girl boy
Wish I knew just what to do
I'm so confused

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girl boy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy

Well I know that it maybe too soon
To know just what you'd like
But I wanna know what you've been through
What you want from life
It's so real the way I feel
So true
It's been so hard to find
Wanna know how you feel for me to
So I'll make up my mind

Babe you leave me confused
Don't know if I should let you know
Or wait it out girl boy
Wish I knew just what to do
I'm so confused

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girlboy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy

Well someone once told me
That you'll end up lonely
Don't let love ever pass you by
'Cause I've seen it happen to
People that matter to me
With my very own eyes
Maybe they were mistaken
And I should be waiting
For you to show me a sign
Or should I just let you know
That if I let you go
I'd wonder the rest of my life

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girl boy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy

So girl boy what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me beggin' baby please
Wanna feel me crying for mercy
Oh girl boy
I wish I knew your world
I think I'm losing my head
Over you girl boy



One Last - Taufik Batisah

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus:
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go


Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go


We both know
It's better if we just let it go
















P/S: I MISS YOU.

Krazie_Baybee